I am doin a lot of thinkin as of latey and I will tell you what it is aboet. even tho i kno it is wrong i am kind of liking to have a little licking of choclert puddin from tha empty puddin cups of the humanse. just a little bit left over on the side of the tumb and i lick it and it is nice all rich and creemy and i thouat........ sweet. i thouat that was the taste of sweetnes and i like it, even thou i kno it is bad of me to eat unhelfy.

well... recetly i was reachin for a empty puddin pot and my humanse take it away from me and she say "donot do that ziggy the pudding it is not helfy for you, and also u are a cat and because cat is carnevore and cannot even taste the sweetnes for evolushinary reasons. it does not even taste proper 4 u." and this gives me paws for thoats. a lot of thoats... am i not tasteing things fully and corectly? are my senses as cat missing out on things??? this is kinda givin me a estestential crisis i think.

becuse... i thote maybe the puding did taste sweete? like a sweetie smellie flawa? but i donot even know what sweet is becuse my inferiror cat tonge is not good enogh to taste it.

and then i gogled, and there are a lot of sense things diferint for cat and for humanse, like eyesite with colars (i did not kno that cat sees less than humanse) and humans do not have wiskas and tail for sensin balase and stuff wich i colde see with my eyes oviously but i never really did not think about how that feels to be it.

and i think.... what is the world for real like? if senses are not perfect between cretures then maybe the world is so so much differt from that? i have been layin down on a pilow or perhaps on the flore and i imagine what the world really is like. if my eyes and my tonge does not know everthing then what if my brain cannot too? what if there was anofer sense that colde exist but we donot have it, and you could call it iddk.. glope or smilling or vink and it colde be recive fromm an antenner on ur hed that lets you glope gosts that are flying around or whever.

on wikipedier i tried to see it but there is a lot of long words, and i found out about a sort of i think rainbow man-shimp. this guy living in the see has BIG EYES and can see like 50 colors, and has large fists that if he punches a guy there blood boils and flotes away and then the manshimp ate the guy. the man shimp is living in a world so much more than i do, and i am glad he is in the oshin were he canot get me. but i am not glade that the realness and muchness of the world canot be known to me.

it is very weather rite now and hot and dry so maybe i canot brain so good. by now love you see later. or golpe if i grow a new sensers, lol...